The Lord will not relent in His judgement – by Laura

And I sought for a man among them, that should make up the hedge, and stand in the gap before me for the land, that I should not destroy it: but I found none.Therefore have I poured out mine indignation upon them; I have consumed them with the fire of my wrath: their own way have I recompensed upon their heads, saith the Lord God.    Ezequiel 22:30-31

This is a testimony of a message received by the Holy Spirit while in prayer on March 23, 2021.


I was reading and the Lord prompted me to drop what I was doing and have time with Him in prayer. It was urgent. I have found I need to respond to these calls quickly for otherwise (if my agenda overpowers His call; I will lose the window He is opening for our communion). We are not to disregard or postpone His calling upon our hearts. Knowing I have done that in the past pains me.

Since it was His call, I started praising Him to see what it was about and quickly was led to begin praying for the judgement coming to my country. There were many woes in the spirit and He led me to repeat that Christ is the ONLY worthy, the only one worthy of glory and adoration. The Spirit wanted me to repeat that “God is the only one”. Brethren, He is a jealous God and we have to make sure we esteem nothing above Him. I felt He was very angry and wanted me to be very quiet and still. I have been feeling His sadness in the past months, but I did not this time, just anger and determination. Then the Spirit said to repeat many times as if I had to remember and believe wholeheartedly the phrase: “[God], you are the truth, your Word is truth”. I understood that even right now and increasingly in the times ahead, this is what will hold His remnant up. Not hearing anything outside His word to avoid deception.  After this the Holy Spirit led me to ask for forgiveness for the transgressions that will bring judgement upon my land. It is very hard to ask for forgiveness of collective sin when you are seeing in the Spirit at the same time the atrocities for which you are asking forgiveness for. When I repent of a personal sin and ask for forgiveness is way easier because I know my heart is rejecting the sin and the Spirit lets me know when I have reached His pardon. He leads my spirit directly and I can respond accordingly with my spirit and actions. When it’s an effort led by Him to intercede for the collective is different. In my mind it feels like I should not even be asking for forgiveness, because I don’t know if and when the “collective” heart will turn to the Lord. This type of intercession is a great gift of mercy from the Lord. It’s like He’s covering as many areas as He can, out of love. He’s using His intercessor and putting it in the place of people that don’t care or may not even know are offending Him. People that will bring deserved judgement upon themselves and others. It’s yet another proof God does not want anyone to perish. So, He goes many extra miles for that. That’s why His mercy is forever (Psalms 136) even in the midst of judgement.

Please understand that for me to intercede, He needs to share the weight of the collective sin with me, so that I can pray. Without repentance there is not remission of sin. I can’t truly repent of something I don’t feel separates me from the Lord. This is not about feeling sorry for collective sin. It’s feeling as if I have sinned against the Lord with the collective transgression. In this experience there was no specific guilt, but I felt the separation, the pain I caused Him, His anger, and the spiritual blindness that sin brings to people. I only experienced some of it, thankfully.

I the Lord have spoken it: it shall come to pass, and I will do it; I will not go back, neither will I spare, neither will I repent; according to thy ways, and according to thy doings, shall they judge thee, saith the Lord God.   Ezekiel 24:14

When He allowed this and the weight of our sins and inequities as a society were heavy upon my heart (and I always know it’s just a bit of it that God shares with me and for a brief period of time) it was evident in my spirit that when He comes with his judgment people will want to hide as said the Bible:

Isaiah 2:19 And they shall go into the holes of the rocks, and into the caves of the earth, for fear of the Lord, and for the glory of his majesty, when he ariseth to shake terribly the earth.

Revelation 6:15-16 And the kings of the earth, and the great men, and the rich men, and the chief captains, and the mighty men, and every bondman, and every free man, hid themselves in the dens and in the rocks of the mountains; And said to the mountains and rocks, Fall on us, and hide us from the face of him that sitteth on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb:

I could feel myself in the spirit desperately looking for a place to hide from Him. To hide our transgressions from the Holy. To hide in order to not be judged and I just couldn’t find that place. I knew there was absolutely no wrongdoing in what He was doing and there were no words I could say to escape it. I literally felt in my spirit like a rat or a roach that’s trying to find a crevice to save itself but couldn’t. The feeling of that day will be intolerable. I know a Lord of love and mercy, but I knew at that moment He would not relent in His judgement. It was a sad scene. Be sure that our righteous Lord will not condone sin on His day of judgement.

Brothers and sisters, this was not a lengthy intercessory prayer and I was left weak. I pray I don’t fail the Lord in what He asks me to do. This is not about any of us, He’s done it all. He still does it all. He called me to pray, gave me the words to say, sustained me, and once more showed His mercy and patience. He’s conquered. However, I always wish I could be stronger in Him. Have more faith so I can do my part and respond as He deserves from me. I know having that couldn’t hurt in any way what I do for Him, right? So, that’s something I want to keep working on through Christ that strengthens me. Praise His name!

Let’s humble ourselves now that we have today, for tomorrow is not promised. Ask for forgiveness and pray for the lost.

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Please take the time to read the following word. God bless.


Isaiah 59 (KJV)

Behold, the Lord’s hand is not shortened, that it cannot save; neither his ear heavy, that it cannot hear:

But your iniquities have separated between you and your God, and your sins have hid his face from you, that he will not hear.

For your hands are defiled with blood, and your fingers with iniquity; your lips have spoken lies, your tongue hath muttered perverseness.

None calleth for justice, nor any pleadeth for truth: they trust in vanity, and speak lies; they conceive mischief, and bring forth iniquity.

They hatch cockatrice’ eggs, and weave the spider’s web: he that eateth of their eggs dieth, and that which is crushed breaketh out into a viper.

Their webs shall not become garments, neither shall they cover themselves with their works: their works are works of iniquity, and the act of violence is in their hands.

Their feet run to evil, and they make haste to shed innocent blood: their thoughts are thoughts of iniquity; wasting and destruction are in their paths.

The way of peace they know not; and there is no judgment in their goings: they have made them crooked paths: whosoever goeth therein shall not know peace.

Therefore is judgment far from us, neither doth justice overtake us: we wait for light, but behold obscurity; for brightness, but we walk in darkness.

10 We grope for the wall like the blind, and we grope as if we had no eyes: we stumble at noon day as in the night; we are in desolate places as dead men.

11 We roar all like bears, and mourn sore like doves: we look for judgment, but there is none; for salvation, but it is far off from us.

12 For our transgressions are multiplied before thee, and our sins testify against us: for our transgressions are with us; and as for our iniquities, we know them;

13 In transgressing and lying against the Lord, and departing away from our God, speaking oppression and revolt, conceiving and uttering from the heart words of falsehood.

14 And judgment is turned away backward, and justice standeth afar off: for truth is fallen in the street, and equity cannot enter.

15 Yea, truth faileth; and he that departeth from evil maketh himself a prey: and the Lord saw it, and it displeased him that there was no judgment.

16 And he saw that there was no man, and wondered that there was no intercessor: therefore his arm brought salvation unto him; and his righteousness, it sustained him.

17 For he put on righteousness as a breastplate, and an helmet of salvation upon his head; and he put on the garments of vengeance for clothing, and was clad with zeal as a cloak.

18 According to their deeds, accordingly he will repay, fury to his adversaries, recompense to his enemies; to the islands he will repay recompense.

19 So shall they fear the name of the Lord from the west, and his glory from the rising of the sun. When the enemy shall come in like a flood, the Spirit of the Lord shall lift up a standard against him.

20 And the Redeemer shall come to Zion, and unto them that turn from transgression in Jacob, saith the Lord.

21 As for me, this is my covenant with them, saith the Lord; My spirit that is upon thee, and my words which I have put in thy mouth, shall not depart out of thy mouth, nor out of the mouth of thy seed, nor out of the mouth of thy seed’s seed, saith the Lord, from henceforth and for ever.

Where are your scars? – by Laura

scar- the result from the process of wound repair in the skin, as well as in other organs and tissues of the body. Thus, scarring is a natural part of the healing process.

2 Cor. 4:5-7 For we preach not ourselves, but Christ Jesus the Lord; and ourselves your servants for Jesus’ sake.For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ. But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us.

The Word:

On February 22, 2021 I was at a place where many people were exercising. On that specific day there were 3 groups led by fitness instructors. They looked like fitness clubs to me. As I walked, I noticed the large amount of equipment they had and the passion they were putting on getting their physiques fit. It was also evident the effort put in showing it all off. Let’s say a spirit of competition is part of that affair, right? After walking for a while and spending time with the Lord He said to my spirit: “Do you know why people show their physical scars? Because those bring glory to themselves. My people don’t want to show their scars because they bring glory to Me and not themselves. Where are their scars? Tell them to show their scars.” (End of message).

Wow. I kept very quiet thinking about it and of course checking if I had failed on that and how. All words are first for the one who gets them. After some days He gave me a deeper understanding of what He meant, so here’s a teaching I ‘d like to share about it.

Scars in extreme sports or battle, for example, are usually shown like trophies. My dad is a Vietnam Vet and while at the VA Hospital with him, I have seen the way they look at others that have visible scars and handicaps because of battle. There is a sense of admiration and reverence for what those have gone through and understandably so. Their scars talk about themselves. What they’ve been through. Maybe even what they’ve left behind.

Scars reveal an experience they went through and made it. Maybe something they dared to do or even something they did not want to go through (surgery, illness etc.) but did and survived.

They are used as a topic for conversation like when moms that have had C sections to deliver their babies, describe the scars left behind to welcome their kids into the world. Why is that?

Well, mostly because they bring glory to their owner and place them in a place of respect amongst others that may not have had their experience or have had it in a different way. We humans are very much into the task of ranking ourselves among others constantly. Even amid people that engage (or have engaged) in criminal activities (I worked for a while in a prison) I have seen they show scars as trophies.

However, God was not referring to believers showing physical scars to others, but showing the scars left on us (His saved people) when He rescues us from sin, bondage, and a life that was leading us to eternal death. When the Lord heals our wounds, the pain is gone and there are scars left on us that tell a crucial part of our stories. Scars that remind us of who we were and testify of the place from where He rescued us. We are new creation in Him, but we are not to forget where our Lord has gotten us from.

12 Then beware lest thou forget the Lord, which brought thee forth out of the land of Egypt, from the house of bondage. Deuteronomy 6:12

Why do scars remain?

Why do we remember who we were even when the chains have been broken and there is no burden? They remain so that we don’t exalt ourselves and place our Savior on the sidelines of our lives. So that we glorify Him and stay thankful. So that we watch we don’t stumble.

12 Wherefore let him that thinketh he standeth take heed lest he fall. 1 Corinthians 10:12

And most importantly, so that others who don’t know Him yet, can see what Jesus can do in their lives too.  

However, it’s sad that too often followers of Jesus Christ not only want to ignore their scars but go great lengths to hide them from others. Those same scars that they got in spiritual battle when the Lord came to restore and heal their wounds remind us of who we were and what the Lord did in us.

11 And such were some of you: but ye are washed, but ye are sanctified, but ye are justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God. 1 Corinthians 6:11

I’m not saying we should go around ventilating matters that are sensitive to us because God is still working on them. Hey, it takes most people emotional healing to show physical scars as trophies. To come to the point of accepting the mark left in them.

Neither am I referring to go around confessing our sins and transgressions to others. That’d be unwise, hurtful, and unfruitful. What I believe God wants is for us to testify more about the things He has done in us and less talking about what we are able to do right because He has shown His mercy to us. To concentrate on the “before” and “after” and not only on the “after”. The light spot should always be on Him and when it’s on us it should be because we are showing our trophies, the scars, to others. All glory to Him!

Do you want to evangelize?

Use your scars! Think about this: What do we ask when we see a big physical scar on someone? We usually ask: Does it hurt?  Well, the same happens when we share our spiritual trophies with others. And there is no better news to your receptor than to hear you say: “No. They don’t hurt anymore; when Jesus heals, it’s a done deal”. Amen!

At the beginning it may feel weird including our “befores” in our conversations because we follow the pattern we see everyday around us. A pattern of self-promotion. A pattern that has been adopted by many church leaders and modern-day evangelical congregations. Well, it shouldn’t be a surprise to anyone that it is not the pattern taught in the Bible. God’s plan for us is of self-sacrifice, of self-denial. He modeled meekness and always glorified His Father in heaven. But still, the truth is that too often, after Jesus Christ saved us and healed us, we want to hide our past from others. We honestly wouldn’t mind if people thought we were saints. People seeing we have been sanctified…. hmmm, we don’t like that too much.

Saint vs. Sanctified

The Bible calls saved people saints.

To the church of God which is at Corinth, to those who have been sanctified in Christ Jesus, saints by calling, with all who in every place call on the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, their Lord and ours1 Corinthians 1:2

We are separated for the Lord. Nonetheless, it’s not the same to show yourself as a sanctified person (where your scars are exposed), than to show yourself as a saint (scars hidden). When you talk about your sanctification process, there is a full view inclusion of the place where Jesus brought you out of to the place you are now in. Please, be aware of this.

We see in the Bible saints mentioned as sanctified people. Two examples are the Apostle Paul and Mary Magdalene. They were not just saints or people without blemishes. They had been sanctified and bringing that about after their conversion was very important as seen in the following verses:

Acts 22:3-5 (Pauls speaks about his “before” person)

3 I am verily a man which am a Jew, born in Tarsus, a city in Cilicia, yet brought up in this city at the feet of Gamaliel, and taught according to the perfect manner of the law of the fathers, and was zealous toward God, as ye all are this day. And I persecuted this way unto the death, binding and delivering into prisons both men and women. As also the high priest doth bear me witness, and all the estate of the elders: from whom also I received letters unto the brethren, and went to Damascus, to bring them which were there bound unto Jerusalem, for to be punished.

Luke 8: 1-3 (in reference to Mary Magdalene’s “before” person)

And it came to pass afterward, that he went throughout every city and village, preaching and shewing the glad tidings of the kingdom of God: and the twelve were with him, And certain women, which had been healed of evil spirits and infirmities, Mary called Magdalene, out of whom went seven devils, And Joanna the wife of Chuza Herod’s steward, and Susanna, and many others, which ministered unto him of their substance.

When we fail as Christians to do the same there are sad consequences. Why do you think many times people in need of Christ won’t relate to “church” people and their congregations? Because they feel everyone there is good and holy. And even worst, that they own and have attained their holiness by their effort. An effort people that know themselves to be lost, just can’t pull off, much less be successful in it.

They see people that have so much ownership of everything God that there’s none left for them. People that can even tell others what’s right. People that (to the eyes of the unbeliever) declare good things for themselves in their own authority. However, they never get to hear how THEY got there. In what dark pit hole they existed before Jesus lift them up and saved them.

Where are your scars?

There is no true believer who does not have them.

Let’s not forget how people in the Bible showing theirs have helped us! David, Moses, Peter… we all know in DETAIL about their journeys and how they had to totally surrender to God so that He would lift them up.

Why then do we show ourselves like we have it all under control? All of us know Jesus has worked and will continue to work in us until we get to see Him face to face.

Do we have scars? I do. God saved me from being a liar, also from pride, lust, envy, self-righteousness, and still shows me areas to surrender so that healing can continue. Have I told anyone about my scars? YES! First and foremost, my children. I don’t want them to feel alienated when sins creep into their lives. I want them to know how I got healed, saved, and restored. They need NOT to follow me or what I do. They need to RUN to Jesus.

I have also told the people I teach in Bible Studies as well as random people as the Lord leads me. And you know something? One of the testimonies people dislike the most is telling them I was a church goer, church leader, sang in church, and was also a great liar and deceiver. They don’t like hearing that God told me liars belong to their father Satan. I’m super sure the enemy hates when I get into details about how I had to repent and go through the process of brokenness so that my Lord would make a new person in me. One that just did not know how to concoct a lie. That would go lengths to make sure something I did or said would not be misunderstood or taken as a lie. Just because I loved my Lord so much for saving me, I just did not want to disappoint Him. To explain how this new person HATES everything with the minimal resemblance of a lie and must always keep watchful to stay that way.

I guess people don’t like that one because… they lie and the enemy has them believing that’s a minor thing.

Why is this so important

God uses our lives as a vitrine when people in search for salvation want to see God, know Him. When the Holy Ghost starts telling them:” You’re on your way to hell” or “How long are you going to carry that burden? I’m here… bring it to me.” People start looking out for God. It’s very common these individuals look for what they identify as godly people. Therefore, the Church of God (Body of Christ) should be displaying in their vitrines (lives), not our pretty, “I’ve got it all under control faces”, but our HEALED scars. We should be advertising the MIRACLES God has made in our lives so that those in need would ENTER and ask Jesus for the same treatment…the same medicine, the same mercy, the same healing. His full redemption.

When we hide the miracles He has done in us on the storage area of our lives and put out on the vitrine our “Truman Show” faces, we are actually hindering people’s chances of meeting Jesus: the Savior. They may meet Jesus: the one you mention, but not the one who you surrendered your life to and now represent.

Showing a scar means you must tell the story of how you got healed. In that story the protagonist is always Jesus Christ. The one who allows you to go through the process is the Holy Spirit, and all the glory goes to the Father in heaven in which you will depend forever to keep going forward.

Do you have scars?

 A testimony of transformation? A before and after version of you? Well, maybe you are in the process now and if that’s your case… it’s great! Stay there. He’s won that battle and under His care, you will be free indeed, changed forever, a new person.  If you are willing to share Him, He will tell you when the right time is to show your scars.

It might be you still need to get into spiritual battle. If there is no battle, there is no victory and you may be talking about a Jesus you really have not met yet. He’s won already the battle over your sin, pain, and spiritual death, but you need to enter spiritual battle. Surrender your spirit, body, and mind to Him. And let Him win over all. Then… when He’s healed your wounds and you can see a scar that does not hurt anymore, don’t hide it. Tell everybody what He’s done for you and give always all the glory to HIM.

There are no saved people without scars to show. He wants… must save you for Him to be your Lord. Will you let Him? I pray you do.

Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me. Revelations 3:20


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Brief word – by Laura

Hello brothers and sisters in Christ. As you may have noticed already, I am catching up with all the pending posting I have. I began this blog precisely to share all dreams, words, and teaching the Lord has given me lately (which is a lot) and I really feel I must do my best to put the things He instructs me to out there as soon as possible. This blog accompanies my bilingual youtube channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeZpnFuTbKzqh6psnWoFt2g

I received this brief word upon waking up on December 28, 2020. I heard it in my spirit several times and repeated it when fully awake. I saw with it a still picture of a big mountain covered with green pastures. Let’s say, a ‘healthy looking’ mountain.

This is the word: “Soon it will stop raining on the mountain so the blood is exposed and can’t be washed away anymore.”

I always try to find a scripture that relates or clarifies what I receive and found this is similar to Isaiah 26:21 where it reads: “For behold, the Lord cometh out of his place to punish the inhabitants of the earth for their iniquity: the earth also shall disclose her blood, and shall no more cover her slain.”

Please always seek the Lord prayerfully and filter all through his Holy Word.

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God bless.

A word to Christian parents regarding smartphones and their children – by Laura

God bless you all brothers and sisters in Christ. For almost a week now the Lord has directed me to put up a Bible Study addressing the doors we open as parents when we give our children a smartphone. After much prayer, research, and preparation in the Word in order to put up a video discussing this matter, my heart was heavy.

This would be the first video I was to upload on the channel, and I felt overwhelmed by the urgency and frankly somewhat hesitant as to how to configure it all. I really value my privacy and don’t use any social media. I only access a couple of sites that help strengthen my faith… and do so sparingly. Putting up a channel and receiving the topics I should cover in it felt like a bit much. So, I just stopped to pray. God knows I don’t want to do anything that is not directed by Him. I don’t want to fail in following His will either… so I prayed for a while.

After doing so I could not stop crying and hurting. I knew the Lord was sharing some of His feelings with me. My heart ached and I knew I was not feeling the full pain He was… just enough to know how important this is.

I sat on my bed and wrote the message the Holy Spirit put on my heart. It contains information I had already received conviction for, but it was so clearly spoken to me, I believe I must share it. Although this is an issue the Lord worked on me many years ago and I decided to follow His instructions, I felt this was spoken to me as a parent. As a representative of all parents. Please, if you feel this message is for you too, open your heart to obeying Him. I did years ago and now see the blessings for it on my older teen’s lives.

(LINK TO THE BIBLE STUDY AT THE BOTTOM)

Here’s the message the Holy Spirit laid on my heart:

Who told you, you could buy them a phone?

These are My children. You’re leading them astray.

They are not to walk in the ways of the world.

Where is My word?

Have you taught them My word?

One day you’ll give an account for this.

What will you say?

I’m coming soon and they don’t even know Me.

This is murder.

I’ve put them in your hands to care for them.

They are Mine, not yours.

You have but little time to make things amend.

Repent. Look in My word and follow My instructions.

They are right there. Don’t change them.

Don’t add, don’t take away. Please Me and not the world.

Because all in this world will perish. But My word endures forever.

As always take all you hear and receive in prayer to the Lord who deserves all the glory and who must be our exclusive and only source of guidance.